CNY 2005 post

juz had reunion dinner... talked abt worldly affairs.. or rather i juz listened.. as weiling put it.. i m quite shy (among extended family).. i think its cos' i m too tired to argue n bring abt my pt.. imagine mervyn X 3 when talking to u... opiniated and strong willed pple desperate to bring across their pt to u.. it will be pandemonium.. my uncles all like to come up wif clever anecdotes and stories but one shd take their stories wif pinch of salt.. cos if u view it objectively, it's kinda crap but the way they talk, boyz are they eloquent n persuasive.. (juz like me :p) topics broached : sanctity of marriage (irony), my uncle's story on the Aceh n Malibu post tsunami situtation.. cos he went to help wif Red Cross... , religion.. muslims, christanity... Life issues... i din contribute much.. juz listen n discern..

Past few days are mad gaming days.. play til 4 am 5 am every nite... n skip lectures like siao.. today went sch for 20 mins only.. late for tut.. tut ended early.. but had to collect exam transcipts for SEP.. which brings me to my BIG dilemma... hiaz.. cannot delay n avoid the topic no more.. FRI deadline.. after looking at my exam transcripts.. i can see my CAP plummeting .. so sad.. sem after sem.. Bs become Cs.. and i aint doing anything this sem to pull it up.. i m playing more n more!! zzz totally not in festive mood.. tmrw bai nian will prob hafta recite my vietnam story 20 times... better come up wif std script tonight... dunno y.. the older i get, the more sianz i m of CNY?? or mebbe cos of my SEP tats y i no mood... i dun know...

maybe the new yr brings more hopes, more promises ... Greater Luck for ME... a nEw Beginning.. Koo koo Kooo .. (a pathetic imitation of a cock crow.. Rooster Year!) 35 mins more!