Graduation Woes

Tmrw i graduate after my 1st working assignment of the hols.. As i graduate, i watch pple graduating.. so weird to see gals my age take on the world ahead of them.. makes me feel damn scared.. talked to a coupleof engineers... honours really make a slight diff.. 1st class : masters the rest working in DSO, LTA, few engineering firms.. the 3rd class n 2nd lower ones all cant find work or maybe as some put it: their ideal job.. b4 they lower their stds n settle for smth lower .. its so hard to have a passion for smth engin related for me... i really scared 2 yrs from now.. i unable to survive in a perm job.. saw so many pple today cos day designated for engin..i juz wished my cap wasnt tat bad.. today the decision balance swung a little to the "go sep side".. realistically speaking.. 2nd upper is almost impossible.. might as well settle for 2nd lower.. a defeatist attitude? i juz love avoiding problems.. i have been stuck at decisions crossroads for eons liao.. especially the career crossroads.. still lost.. i wish i could put my occupation as student forever