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i have no time to blog or go online after work.. it is super tiring.. i stand from 815 am to 9 pm everyday.. then go home watch tv doze off or doze off after reading papers on the bed.. i dun even have a lunch or dinner break cos food is provided.. super xiong ah.. well i juz have to tahan one more wk n its all over. basically i distribute gowns at the rental station for Commencement 2005.. 6000 graduates all come to purchase or rent gowns plus mortar board or bonnet and tassel.. pple bombard me wif the same qn everyday.. how is it supposed to fit etc etc ... yawnz work is a bore.. at least time passes quickly while one is busy.. but fatigue also sets in.. its funny when one isnt working yet one yearns for work.. yet when one is working, one would prefer slacking.. ironies of life indeed.

some thots while working.. seeing my batch of jc gals abt to graduate liaoz makes me so scared of completing tertiary edu.. imagine delving into the working life.. pple my age are alr plunged into such scenarios.. sighz.. pple always tell u to do wat u r interested in so tat ur work wouldnt be tat mundane.. sometimes i tend to envy those who know wat they want in life.. i can forsee myself dreading engin work.. reluctantly carrying out shift work wif machines.. argh.. another thot to ponder was the numerous no. of 1st class honors n 2nd upper pple.. i see the number n i m demoralized.. i would hafta compete wif so many others wif better grades when i graduate.. this amplifies the importance of honours siah.. hiaz.. wat to do now.. be content wif lousy grade or enrich resume wif more non academic stuff...