Regretful Decision?

i realised more n more ppl suddenly going on exchange... ali psu, eva HK, joo canada, jen uk, jinfu hut... sigh so sad... makes me regret my own decision of pulling out last min... its so hard to stand by one's decision.. i wish i was rich.. then no need to worry abt $$.. i also wished i piahed harder the 1st 2 yrs.. then no need worry abt CAP... sigh.. i guess some pple r not fated for certain stuff... reading matt's blog, kaizhao's travelblog... makes me wanna realise my dream of going overseas to study... at least it would have been something to look forward to... cant imagine 4 yrs stuck in nus... oh wellz... life goes on..