Melancholy

Been listening/watching the MTV of Tong hua... super nice n touching.. thx gerard for sending.. somehow it triggers some emotions.. funny how these mtvs are themed on death, pain n loss.. i remember another mtv the gal go blind.. the guy donate the eyes one.. both mtvs all haf good n touching accompanying songs which psychologically sets the mood... juz like Pachabel Canon being played in My Sassy gal.. Does it mean tat pple dunno how to cherish n treasure wat they have until they lose it??

The end of an indifferent sem draws near.. somehow i aint too excited abt the hols.. why why.. i used to think one will be happy when others are happy... hmmm... but when will one be inately, inherently happy...

melancholy indeed..