2004 in review

Its New Year's Eve.. another yr has passed.. wat haf i achieved? lousy results.. shucks i keep harping over it.. must jot down the significant events this yr.. last last sem cant remember anything significant.. results were so-so.. spent huge chunk of time doing the entrepeneur mkting project.. tho i only got a B for it.. stupid exam.. then other modules barely survived.. then 3 mths break... slack slack.. parents kept bugging me to work.. but i slack n nua cos was going australia for holiday wif bernie,andy, chomun n weiqin.. Super fun backpacking esp our road trip where we drove up the mountains on a rented car and our surfing experience in Surfer's Paradise.. Also explored Sydney n Melbourne and sat the thrill rides in Dream world..

After that O week n o camp.. super fun la.. tho' i took some time knowing pple cos i chao geng never go any dry runs.. but made a lotta frens there.. due to lack of councillors i was made OGL also.. so exciting.. O week comm cum OGL.. best of 2 worlds.. can siam comm sai kang and can buaya chio freshies... then from o wk evolved into class a10.. almost all the EE pple chose a10.. not that it matters cos i think i skipped more than half of all the tutorials... i blame the lousy indian tutors and the morning timings.. siao lor... 9 am/ 8 am want me to go to sch.. then suddenly form the 5 guys fishing with one gal gang.. also form the LT6 study/gossip group ... late nite ogling at chiobu/yandao caused mi cap to drop so much.. then came the YEP to hanoi...

I will strongly recommend pple to go for YEP.. You will appreciate life in Spore, and also rethink your outlook to life.. reassess ur goals etc etc.. Seeing the hearing impaired and the poor disadvantaged street youths in Hoa Sua School trying to pick up useful traits like waitering or sewing realli warms pple's hearts .. Imagine aimless street kids having an outlet to display their skills and finally achieve something useful... then came results shock.. then hafta decide whether studies is priority in life etc etc... whether to go for SEP, whether to go for IA, BiZ minor, to pull up CAP, to piah.. ever since the trip i hav been thinking a lot... but still no firm resolution i guess... i wonder wat my new yr resolution will be.. not that i realli keep them..

*some random thot* after reading stef's blog abt her outburst on hypocrisy.. i wondered.. hmmz i think i shd be more of like Joy and stef.. sometimes its much easier to let it out.. to vent one's frustrations.. to say ur piece of mind.. i m sick of thinking wat are the repercussions if i say this, if i do this.. then wat this person will think/do etc.. it is so draining as we can see from many examples during the YEP... all the politics that exist in systems(even in SAF).. Containing one's emotions for the greater good/lesser evil.. Should I start being more blunt n insensitive n more selfish? As a wise man shoe said in his blog " when you are different frequency wif certain people, you juz cant force urself to try liking the person"

Wise man Shoe also said " The best way to cheer yourself up is to cheer others up!" i shall juz wait for my review results to arrive... as carol said i juz need some closure b4 i accept the results... i m still in a semi-state of disbelief.. Thanks to everyone who haf shown concern n tried to cheer me up... Your efforts are appreciated.. but the same cliche saying.. i can do better nxt sem. i juz need more discipline.. and i need to start coming for classes.. too many distractions... speaking of distractions.. juz had a mini TV marathon juz now... watched Friends, Smallville season 1 last episode(fave epi), 30 secs to fame, and a FA cup classic between man u n chelsea (semifinal 1996).. still got Cantona n Ruud Gullit, Lee sharpe, David May.. damn good match...

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!