My LUCK ran out

One of the greatest setbacks of my life.. no more shortcuts for me.. all my life since sec 1, i haf been slacking yet i haf been blessed wif good results... juz look at my O levels and A levels.. den my 1st yr of uni too... its as if as i grow older, i grow more n more slack...with the misconception that i m smart... that i m able to achieve so much wif the minimum amount of effort.. sadly n inevitably.. i sort of knew this day will come... that i would receive a jolt n force myself to pull up my socks... maybe i shd start discovering wat it is to be hardworking... Will i finally be able to attend lectures n tutorials consistently? Will i be able to diligently do my assignments n tutorials without copying or referring?? It depends on my discipline n determination.. Shd i still go on my SEP? So many questions.. i wish i knew the answers... Time to reassess the goals in my life.. time to be realistic n aim for other stuff?? SiGh... maybe i will feel better once i get home in 12 hrs time.... Wat an emotional rollercoaster ride it has been in Hanoi and Ho Chi Minh(Saigon) !