Emotional Chaos

i haf been doing nothing the past 3 days.. argh as usual.. but then louder ARGH cos its ONLY 14 days to exams..if u see EE pple Goohooing..its their prog lab.. juz watched white chicks to get me off my melancholic mood.. super crappy white black show..

anywayz i haf been emotionally turbulent n distraught due to a series of events.. 1stly Huang na's death.. so sad.. it triggers merv's mood. btw her wake is juz below my house( i wanted to go but decided to juz offer her a prayer in my car..cos veri weird i dun even koe her n i was dressed so inappropriately).. 2ndly , a barrage of gossip.. this one comprises three things.. pt 1 : the 3311 incident..bugged me for 2 nights.. den the 196 bus incident also shocked me cos' it occurred when raybird shocked me wif his news.. den all this info came within 30 mins lor... then also got the RANdy incident... so much sad incidents occur!!

NUS is ranked 18th in the world.. even higher than ahsiakia UCL (34), yly carnegie mellon (38).. chomun's sydney uni(40).. too bad lose to sr's chicago(13) n bernie's imperial (14).. muahahha .. u pay so much for overseas education when a higher ranked uni is just HERE... (sour grapes for some1 who failed to go overseas? perhaps)..n ntu is no. 50..

juz wanna add that eva is bad bad gal.. she tricked me... grrrrr